I hate family

So last night made me really pissed. My mom started off with yellin at meh and shitt and well I wasnt having it. Like SHe doesnt really want shit to do with my life unless I am in trouble. Thats not a good fuckin mother. And well She was pissin meh off and she got pissed cause I was being an asshole and bein sarcastic and shitt and she was getting sick of it. Shes lucky I didnt say what I wanted too, Cause she told meh to grow up and do something with my life. I so badly wanted to tell her to do fucking something with hers. Shes 40 fuckin years old and the only reason she makes money is cause she watches my nieces and nephews and shitt and cause she gets child support for meh and my little sister and I dont even fucking live there! She makes me so fuckin mad, so does the rest of my damn family! They are all a bunch of fuckin hypocrites! THey always fuckin yell at meh for shit Im doing with my life when not one of them are fucking doing anything with there lives and shit.THey are constantly yellin at meh about school when they all dropped out themselves. Ricky dropped out senior year, Becky in 11th grade, Cassie and my mother both in 9th grade, and my dad dropped out too. So none of them mother fuckers have shit to say about meh. They piss meh off so damn much about that shitt. And none of them are doing anything with there lives either. Ricky has no job, Elyse (His girl) has a job, My mom doesnt have a job as I said before, Becky doesnt have a job, Brandon ( Her man) Does. Ricky and becky both have kids. Cassie is the only one with a job but she has a son who isnt even one yet and is bout to have another kid. Its so fucking sad. I really hate my family most the time and ughh

Catching up

So Irs been snowing alot and I love snow and everything but not now. I think Im getting sick and well I cant stay warm like at all. So it really sucks. I wanna just cuddle with someone to be warm and shitt and like it doesnt happen.......sadly. All well I guess....thats what happens when you are single and not trying to get with anyone. So I guess thats what happens. Im sneezing like a mother fucker though and it really sucks. I want to be all better so I can be like myself and play in the snow and everything. I hate winter really. The only god thing is that it gives you a reason to hold someone and be all cute and cuddly and everything.....ughh. I really hate this. Being single really sucks ass and well grr I dont want to be ingle but it looks like thats whats going to happen...Im gonna be single and have to deal with it cause anyone I date is gonna get hurt because I will prolly never love em and shitt. So I dont want to date anyone cause I want someone else that I am gonna write about in another blog. Imma write a blog for all the things in my head and there all gonna be separate so that I can make sure I have all the blogs I need and everything. Cause well I havent really felt like writing lately and shitt. I more talk about the problems than write about them now cause when I write I think, when I think I get depressed, when I get depressed I either get angry or cry. It really sucks and shitt and I cant stand it. Right now Im feeling like shitt. Im sneezing, sniffly, tired and just blahhh. So well heres one blog outta like 10 I need to write to catch up on my blogs.