Catching up

So Irs been snowing alot and I love snow and everything but not now. I think Im getting sick and well I cant stay warm like at all. So it really sucks. I wanna just cuddle with someone to be warm and shitt and like it doesnt happen.......sadly. All well I guess....thats what happens when you are single and not trying to get with anyone. So I guess thats what happens. Im sneezing like a mother fucker though and it really sucks. I want to be all better so I can be like myself and play in the snow and everything. I hate winter really. The only god thing is that it gives you a reason to hold someone and be all cute and cuddly and everything.....ughh. I really hate this. Being single really sucks ass and well grr I dont want to be ingle but it looks like thats whats going to happen...Im gonna be single and have to deal with it cause anyone I date is gonna get hurt because I will prolly never love em and shitt. So I dont want to date anyone cause I want someone else that I am gonna write about in another blog. Imma write a blog for all the things in my head and there all gonna be separate so that I can make sure I have all the blogs I need and everything. Cause well I havent really felt like writing lately and shitt. I more talk about the problems than write about them now cause when I write I think, when I think I get depressed, when I get depressed I either get angry or cry. It really sucks and shitt and I cant stand it. Right now Im feeling like shitt. Im sneezing, sniffly, tired and just blahhh. So well heres one blog outta like 10 I need to write to catch up on my blogs.