Feeling better once again

So I am finally feeling not so numb. I am able yet again to feel happiness. I have no idea what happened last night but man was it bad. Im happy to be over it finally. Katt I know you are gonna read this so Im sorry how I acted last night and well I dont plan on leaving you and I know you want to be with me and I know you love me....so please stop changing my Blog name....I like making them what I make them for it usually helps with the way I am feeling. My life just seems to kinda overload sometimes and well I end up being the way I was yesterday. It happens all the time and well I know it will continue to happen through out my life...plus last night I was getting yelled at by my guardian and that wasnt helping my situation. But now I am better and able to smile again so yeah its all good now. Life seems to be better today and well Im looking forward to the weekend to chill with mandy as well as with Katt on Saturday. So now Im just gonna enjoy the rest of my day.