This is a blogg syaing that I honestly dont regret anything I said in the blog I wrote and deleted this morning. I am just so damn stressed and I cant handle anything anymore. I sat in the back hallway with Holly and fucking cried cause Im so stressed. Im sitting here no crying. I just cant handle anything anymore. I am so worried about so got damn much. Im worried about my friends, my family everything. I was so close to saying fuck you too school and just dropping out. I cant do this shit anymore. My hand hurts so much cause I punched the door but I really dont care right now. Its nothing too me....pain is pain and thats it. I dont even think Im going to beable to make it through the damn day. I ahve so much going on in my life right now and Im trying to take on so much more just cause I do wanna help the people I care about. I just dont know anymore....I really. dont...