drama and problems

So today was a very drama filled day. Kathleen is going through alot of shit and well even though I really didnt want to deal with drama I stayed by Kathleen. I care about her so I want to be there for her. So I dealt with trying to calm her down and also keep her from doing stupid shit like fighting or leaving school. I hate drama but I guess its worth it for friends and well to me specially Katt. Yesterday she called and me and her talked last night a bit and she told me what happened a little bit. Also so unfortunetly I need another gym class. I dont know what Im gonna do yet but yeah I guess I have to do it. Ill look into something when I think of it. Also I am sad to announce to myself that I cant drop my english class even though I really dont want to be in that class. I just want to get my damn componets for school and thats all. I hate being in the predicument Im in. Like Im so rediculious, and like i hate it. I am killing myself on the inside alot. Like Im screwing myself with schooling, with problems I am choosing to keep to myself cause in reality noone can help me with them. And like now I know Gil will ask and I really pray he doesnt ask cause well to me its alot harder to talk about it then it is to ha ve it on my mind and nagging at myself. fuck man...