A poem

Living In Darkness

I sit in the grass
listening to
sounds of nature
Birds chirping and the wind blowing
Sounds of the city
Cars driving and kids playing
I look around
Yet nothings there
Everything is covered
in a thick coat of darkness
as if my eyes are closed
but they are not
They are wide open
I can feel everything
hear everything
Just nothing is visible
Its like Im living in darkness
and no light can shine through
I reach out hoping to find someone
but no one is there
All the sounds are fading
like Im falling
I feel the air around me
moving faster and faster
I hear it whistling in my ear
I put my arms out
put my head back
I accept it all
Nothing can make it better
Will I ever see the light?