Oh My God!

English is so not my strong point anymore! Second assignment of this year was an essay. I havent had english in a year and well I was never really good at essays, but I am good at writing. I started this essay for Marianna like three times and got so flustrated because I couldnt figure out how to write it. Like She showed us how and I probably could have used her example but thats not the way I am. Essays are so hard for me and I just cant handle them. I really and getting stressed out form this and like I dont know what to do. I want to skip the class so I cant get yelled at for not being able to do the essay but I got yelled at by Gil and got told not to skip. Like its so damn hard and I dont want to be a person who cant do it but I didnt take english at all last year and I cant seem to write them. Like poetry is suck a strong point for me and that why I am not taking the poetry class but I do want to improve on my poetry. So Im going to talk to Marianna about helping me improve my poetry. But this essay is like killing me. I can do it and I hate admitting it, but I guess at some point and time you have to admitt things you dont want to. Le sigh. I guess ill write another blog tonight just for the hell of it cause I just enjoy blogging and getting things off my chest so Im not stressing so badly.