Thoughts, thoughts and more thoughts.

So me and my friend was talking about relationships and everything. And she was saying how she has no one to love her but that she didn't care cause she didn't need anyone. I am like that all the time and well the truth is thats not true. People are not made to be alone. Everyone needs someone in there lives. Thats why there is someone out there for everyone. You just either have to open your eyes and look or just simply wait and see. No matter what you will always find someone who is meant to be with you. I make excuses all the time about not needing someone. Like now I am saying I have too much on my plate at school, but the truth is I don't. It just gives me a reason to be single and seem like it doesn't bother me. But in reality it eats away at me little by little. But see I am a bit different than other people. I don't complain about it all the time I just sort of deal with it in my own ways....like through my poetry, my music the things I do and the people I hang out with. But I do hate it more than anything that I am single. But yet again I deal with it. Like right now I am complaining but thats because I just need to get it down and out. I mean down as in written down...even though this isn't written its typed but whatever. But still I will move on with my life and I will still do what I need to do. I won't let things like this stop me from living my life and stop me from being at least a bit happy. Like I know I'll find someone when I am ready to be in a relationship. I know these blogs are a bit shorter than usual but I am writing more than once in a day usually so I think that counts for something and plus I give Gil more to read....lol. Well I feel better now that I have gotten this out of my head and wrote about it. Till tonight..... adios.