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So I talked to my friend who likes me and its so annoying. She said she doesn't know why she likes me and well I wanted to like hit her. Like how do you not know why you don't like someone. She said it was like the twilight series where one of the werewolfs imprinted on this girl or like Jacob imprinting on Bellas daughter. Like then she said it might have grown over time. Like ugh its so flustrating, but its okay because it not like we'd date cause both her and I don't want things to happen like things happened between me and Holley. But things happened like that between me and Holley because she was clingy and I just didn't want to deal with being hurt like that again, which is why me and her don't talk or anything. Like the last time we really talked was that day I over dosed on Ibuprofen. I would never do that again because it was so annoying to deal with and it messed up my stomach but anyways.....Back to my situation. Holley cheated on me multiple times and well then stopped trusting me when I never did anything wrong. Then she started to control who I talked to, what I did and where I went. Like she started to make me ask if I can go here or there and if I can chill with this person or that person. So thats why I fell out of love with her finally and well why we don't talk anymore. With my friend who likes me Holly said she knows things wont happen like that for she is different and shit like that. So like now Im mad that Holly decided to fucking say who it is and shitt cause I didn't plan on telling you or anyone for that matter. Now that doesn't matter cause technically you know so how much of a damn secret is it when you know >< Damn Holly. I fucking hate Holly sometimes. Fucking portable internet. I call her the portable internet because she knows everything about everyone. and the whole damn world. Its quite helpful but quite annoying at the same time. I learn anything I need to know about anyone or about what's going on but then she knows everything about me as well because I tell her. Its annoying cause you can never tell her anything about something you find out cause she already fucking knows. Okay I ran out of things to talk about cause my thought process was interrupted. So more tonight hopefully.